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Dec. 3rd, 2006 @ 10:56 pm
do good grades make you happy? cause they make me happy too. but only when i havent worked for them. a good grade isnt a good grade when you cram yourself the night before. nor is it everything youve learned for the last 3, 4, 5, 10 weeks. its an acknowledgement of how much you know about everything and how much you dont know. maybe thats why it's so much fun to have someone fall in love with you when you never tried in the first place.

if you can make sense out of that let me know

because i sure as hell cannot.
Current Mood: guiltylike michael richards
Current Music: stop and say you love me - evans blue
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» a thought about life...
other life is probable. without question! however, a man with immense fortune does not necessarily possess knowledge. the same incredulity should be applied to the universe. who's to say we're not the irish of the universe? who's to say that we're not just infinitely lucky, living on this small little planet?
» not meant to sound emo. and, for once, not about someone in particular
i can feel the inner angst in me rising.
my temper boiling over the top.
do you really care? i doubt it.
my brain is fried, and i dont think i care.
perhaps i would if you were there.
but youre not.
just another part of reality,
that i dont wanna deal with.
but still i force a smile.
knowing that my ambition,
is far below my talent.

you will remember me.
» i dunno, its been such a long time...
if you get this you probably know me pretty well, but if you dont, you still might or might still, one of the two. i have met myself at a paradox. two parallel lines going perpendicularly to infinity and im not sure if it will lead me to where ive been wanting to go. i didnt sleep a wink last night but couldnt find the energy to talk to anyone. so i layed there. u know, just waiting for my ascention. goodnight.
» i think everyone should hear this song.
its so beautiful and i wish i found it months upon months ago. amazing.

there are many a-cover but these are the buckley lyrics.


Looking out the door
I see the rain fall upon the funeral mourners
Parading in a wake of sad relations
As their shoes fill up with water
And maybe I'm too young
To keep good love from going wrong
But tonight you're on my mind so
(You'll never know)

I'm broken down and hungry for your love
With no way to feed it
Where are you tonight?
Child, you know how much I need it.
Too young to hold on
And too old to just break free and run

Sometimes a man gets carried away,
When he feels like he should be having his fun
And much too blind to see the damage he's done
Sometimes a man must awake to find that, really,
He has no-one...

So I'll wait for you... And I'll burn oh
Will I ever see your sweet return,
Oh, will I ever learn
Lover, you should've come over
'Cause it's not too late.

Lonely is the room the bed is made
The open window lets the rain in
Burning in the corner is the only one
Who dreams he had you with him
My body turns
And yearns for a sleep that will never come
It's never over,
My kingdom for a kiss upon her shoulder
It's never over,
All my riches for her smiles when I slept so soft against her...
It's never over,
All my blood for the sweetness of her laughter
It's never over,
She is the tear that hangs inside my soul forever
Maybe I'm just too young
To keep good love from going wrong
Oh... lover you should've come over...
'Cause it's not too late...

I feel too young to hold on
I'm much too old to break free and run
Too deaf, dumb, and blind
To see the damage I've done
Sweet lover, you should've come over
Oh, love I waited for you

Lover, you should've come over
'Cause it's not too late
» (No Subject)
i hate nightmares.
» (No Subject)
i need sleep. jus got home. troha's set was awesome. nite.
» just ask the axis...
so i slept almost 5 hours and am ridiculously awake and have decided to write in this thing for no reason other than sheer bordem. guitar has once again began to cut up my fingers and my song book gets more filled by the day. id say the closest i am to writing a full song is about 1/2. and thats liberal. maybe the only liberal thing i do haha.

work sucks. it's just not fun anymore. i hate coming home to an empty house, exhausted and over heated. i cant wait to apply next year at lockheed.

ive been dling john mayer covers of other ridicuously good stuff. he is so absurdly talented that buddy guy and eric clapton are both doing recording with him for their new albums as well as him working on shit with kayne. talk about talent. if anyone can find his cover of the jeff buckely song "lover you should have come over" lemme know. ive been trying to dl it just to see how much it is like the original, which is amazing in itself.

i just had a strawberry banana (thank you gwen stefani for teaching me to spell that, seriously) yogurt. it was delish going down. now i feel like its too late to be eating said dairy product.

my room has exploded onto my floor yet again after i made a genuine attempt to keep it somewhat decent. oh well.

and there will be new pictures by the end of the weekend. as well as hopefully one with me and a guitar for me to put up as a facebook picture. we'll see.

aahhhhhhhh dios
» okay so....
emo alert. i found this at the bottom of my desk and i swear it has ZERO relevance to what i feel today.

i know ive been writing things like this for quite some time
and i cant promise that this will be the last
but i must admit that everytime it snows
i go outside and get myself sick
yeah, sick over you.

the wind blows your name as lightly as each flake dances
and is melted in my breath
it used to be so easy to breath you in
but its gotten so hard
now that youre gone

and i swear that i think of moments
that seem so real, sometimes
only to be interrupted by the ambience of the city
and the realization of reality
and what never happend.
» because i have an electro mag test and dont feel like studying anymore. (stolen from suv)
over the last five months..

five books that ruled:
-Electronic Gadgets for the Evil Genius
-Instablility rules
-the elegant universe
-nisteruk's notes
-my old journal entries

five songs i've rediscovered:
-50 cent - in da club
-when the lights go down in the city - journey
-i got a story to tell - notorious big
-seek and destroy - metallica (which also makes me wonder why they got a record deal at all)
-miss jackson - outkast

five songs on constant rotation:
-aint no click - lloyd banks
-outta control - 50 cent (1 of about 4 good songs on his new album)
-come back to bed live - john mayer (on as/is)
-jimi thing-dmb
-that new fat joe song if i had it

five great short stories:
-shenanigans by albert gonzalez
-know what happened at dorneys last night? - plethora of authors
-my life

five sweet movies:
-fight club
-good will hunting

five pretty awesome beers:
-sam adams from the tap at dorneys
-amstel light...suprisingly

five awesome sports things:
-mariano blowing 2 saves
-3rd place predictions for the mets...not
-a sport im actually interested in is back on tv
-baseball in the park
-carlos beltran

five funny things:
-sean got kissed on the neck by a suge knight lookin mothafucka
-i have drank myself into oblivion wayyyyyyy too much and am still pullin a 3.1
-al's idea to have a 1000 gallon pool in our apartment next year
-jello wrestling
-beer olympics

five things i've learned through academics:
-even after taking 4 years of advanced math i still know nothing compared to geniuses
-the theory and possible proof of the universe expanding
-engineers are nerds
-doing homework sucks
-i need someone to drag me away from talking about engineering and other nerdy things

five things i have learned about myself
-i am getting good at darts
-my nerdiness is growing, exponentially
-i can operate perfectly well on 3 hours of sleep over a series of nights
-i miss baseball more than i ever imagined
-unlike suv, im never going to shave my goatee

and thats all I have to say about that.
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